I Arrived Here, Kicking and Screaming...


I had no plans to become an advocate if I'm being honest. After escaping life on the streets all I wanted was to put as much space as possible between who I had been, and who I wanted to be. Creating a persona for myself, I attached all of my self worth to being the type of woman no one could tame or own.
An enigma. A Cowgirl. 

then the universe stripped me of all my defenses...

For as long as I can remember, I had been a flight risk. My way of coping was not coping. Instead, I chased my dreams like a tornado, leaving nothing but wreckage in my wake. When I could no longer ignore my past, I had no other option but to sit down and deal with myself; I truly thought for the first time in my life, that I might not ever recover.  

My Superpower is my passion for learning and pushing forward through fear

For years, I hadn't known how to stop the intrusive thoughts or the physical manifestations of CPTSD.  I had a lot of wins as an adult, but I also had an equal amount of toxic behaviors and reactive stresses that   accumulated and were hurting me and the people around me. When the past and the present collided, I felt as though my soul were bleeding out of my body and I was a burden to society.
I had no choice but to find a new path , a new way of being. Tired of treading water, barely surviving and hustling to make ends meet. 

And I have - I've been a Sex Trafficked Child.,  Champion Cowgirl., World Traveller, Muay Thai Kickboxer, Keynote Speaker, Practicing Student of BioEnergetics., Mentor,  Author, Podcast Host and now? I'm YOUR loudest Cheerleader! 

So how did I survive my transformation into an empowered woman, you wonder? 
Stick with me, and I'll show you. 

I BELIEVE IN:

Myself. The Magic Of Everyday Kindness, Laughing Until My Stomach Hurts, Late Night Talks, Early Morning Cuddles, Generosity Of Spirit, Gratitude. 

I'm NOT about:

matching socks, small talk, flat sheets, carpet, boozey benders, video games, this list.   

YOU CAN FIND ME:


Walking A Fine Line Between Grace And Hot Mess. Avoiding Deadlines, Hiding In Book Stacks, Riding My Horses, Hiking With Thyme, Reading A Great Book, Dancing In My Kitchen.

daily rituals:


Listening to the World News While I knock back a Monster Cup of coffee! making my bed. dancing with my dog to oldies in the kitchen. Self Balance using Bioenergetics. Conference calls / accountability check in's  with fellow leadership survivors. 
Staff Meetings With Spirit. Grimacing As I Take my greens.  Wiping Off Slobbery Wet Kisses from my cane corse, timeless.
Loosing Myself In A Great Book. Listening To Podcast Episodes While I Clean Up Horse Shit. You Know Because I Like To Aim For Balance. 

 ( while screaming 'I take it back. I don't want to do this' the whole time)  

watching: 

DRINKING: 

READING:

dreaming of:

the big bang theory ... for the 100th time?

the nectar of Gods ... Coffee !

The Human Super Organism 

my own 100 x 200 slide track, & a herd of cattle to cut, rope and chase down the fence

Currently

listening:

texas music rewind on spotify

My Favorite Things

Connection. 

my happy place!

Horses. Whenever I ride, I forget I am human. My body becomes pure sensation. Merging wills, I grow wings.

Roadtripping! Something happens about 3 hours into any road trip. My mind goes quiet, and I am open to receiving the wisdom of the universe. I love my own company. I laugh, cry, scream, and process the world around me, integrating the world within.

My Favorite Things

Sunshine. Wayfarers kickstarter semiotics, quinoa godard dreamcatcher hexagon pop-up hoodie.

my guilty pleasure

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Ice cream. Microdosing gochujang keffiyeh salvia. Hoodie knausgaard art party.

Photos! Hashtag fashion axe palo santo fanny pack, ramps cornhole messenger bag asymmetrical direct trade slow-carb everyday carry chartreuse tofu godard.

This      That

coffee


VEGETARIAN


EARLY BIRD


CAR


PAJAMAS


DESSERT


gym


BOOK

or

SODA


MEAT EATER


night owl


TRUCK
 

NAKED 


alcohol


sports


MOVIE

Where I stand on the super important stuff... Agree / disagree? 

"I have been a client of Rayanne's for two years. I truly believe she has been a major part of the stress reduction and regulating emotions that I now enjoy."

THE REVIEWS

so they say:

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